R is going to Texas for the weekend to do physical / written testing for the Texas State Police. I have mixed feelings - I, more than ever, want to get out of here and leave the pain behind me, but also I know that I have been blessed with a phenomenal support system here in Illinois. Truthfully....will the pain leave just because we move 900 miles away?? No, it won't. It'll always be here.
R is so excited at this opportunity, I haven't ever seen him this happy. How can I just take that away from him? I've been so selfish with all this infertility crap that I can't bring myself to be selfish when it comes to moving. *sigh*
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