Meds

I got all of my meds today. I couldn't believe how big the box was and that it was completely full of injection junk.

This scares the crap out of me.

On a great note, we were told that our fertility meds would be anywhere from $3k - $5k. My insurance coverage is amazing - our copay for the meds was $130. I was nervous before we found out what our co-pay would be and R says to me..."It's not in our hands, you know that already." He was right; and we received a HUGE blessing in the form of inexpensive medication.

I texted him after I received the box and said, "I can't do this anymore. It's too much. I've been strong for a few days and now I'm breaking." His response was, "That's right, you can't. But WE can. I'll be home soon. I love you." More tears! It made me realize that although I'm the pin cushion right now, R and I are in this together. We're both dealing with emotional stress and we're both going to deal with result of the procedure.

I have a little less than 2 weeks until I begin the other injections, so maybe I'll be used to getting them by then.